Dear someone

I know this is a little thing.
I know that I always over-look these things,but...I prey...for a friend.Someone who will be there for me right now because in reality...I'm all alone...

Sometimes, I just think that I fade in and out of existance.
Only to be noticed when someone wants something from me.

I am worthless.

Yet, I don't even think that is enough.

I'd have to be worth something in order to be worthless right? ....Right?
I forgot, I didn't come here to push my self-pity off on others. I just wanted to write this. In a hope, maybe one day, I'll find someone like me.

So I'm begging,